I'm so frustrated right now I just want to break. down.
- My AC is not working downstairs and it's going to be above 100* for the forseeable future
- It's out of warranty and I don't even think we have the money to get them OUT here to see what the @#$% is the problem
- My downstairs toilet is not working because something was flushed down it that should not have been, and is now blocking everything, including toilet paper
- My car needs AT LEAST $1000 worth of work ... like, YESTERDAY
- DH was suppsed to get paid on a job on the FIRST and we STILL have not recieved that payment
- And now the guy who owes us isn't answering his phone
- I have had ALL FOUR of these crazy children for 5 days straight and I'm starting to loose my hair
- Seriously, my hair is falling out in clumps
- That could be because things are going from bad to worse, financially speaking, and I am LOSING it
- My 4 old is just NOT getting the potty training thing
- I just put my hand in S**T when I went to change her POOPY PULLUP
- That was the SECOND POOPY PULLUP TODAY and it was only 9:30am
- I am just plain EXHAUSTED emotionally
- DH is fishing AGAIN, and I have these four crazy people that just can't seem to understand that I am on the BRINK and they should probably take it easy on me
- I'm SUPPOSED to get my hair done today but I just can't get into it because I keep thinking "I SO should not be spending this money on myself" but DH insists ... because he is a sweet man
- He is also a procrastinator
- So am I
- This is NOT a good combination when it comes to things that neither of us want to do or think about
- I am still going through major amount of mommy guilt - I've just about convinced myself that my children will (or already do) think I'm a terrible mother and will grow up to blame me for everything ... and they'll be right
- Maybe sometime this week I'll go hang out at the scrappy store or something
- I miss my BFF, I think too much and sometimes talking it out {lucky her} is the only way to get it out of my head
- SHE NEEDS TO COME HOME lol
- Maybe I just need to get off this computer and stop whining ...
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i'm SO sorry. i feel you completely and if i were close enough i would definently come give you a break.
or at least i would sneak out leaving my kids and yours into the failthful confused hands of my dh while we took a break together.
but since i can't do that and you've already had starbucks i think you should just go eat some ice cream. preferably from the ice cream man. cause it just tastes better and i guarantee it will shut the kiddos up for atleast... 3 minutes straight :)
and i'm not even going to get into a whos a terrible mom debate because quite frankly YOU are NOT... and you've read my posts :)
hope your day gets better!!!!!!!!!